Mix Feelings!!!

Shud i be happy or worried???
d good news is, i'm no longer under the supervision of the previous lecturer, manage to change to a lecturer whom i'm more comfortable and familiar with..
but d not so good news is, will it affect my grade???
frends have been telling me, lecturers are very professional-i trust them but this don't make me feel any better..

honestly, i've worked very hard for my final year project paper proposal, day in day out looking for resources, do more reading than usual bla bla bla...
my best frend said, this was the best presentation i've done so far, somehow i agree becoz i feel confident and there wasn't any butterfly in my stomach..
i really hope to get an A for this course though i know i didnt do well in my 20marks quiz..
perhaps, i shud give up my dream of receiving 1st class for my degree-i'm short of 0.01 only-
gosh, i sound so 'kiasu'...

tmr morning, is my french oral test, i'm d 1st in the row....
i shud leave and continue memorizing my answer now..

today, it's all bout academic blue....
this is wat we call life as a single student..

BoOnNe ChAnCe - GoOd LuCk

BrEaK A LeG

to all my frends, whereva u r-study hard, i believe in 90% hard work and 10% luck
n to my bro who is gonna sit for stpm, cut down ur leisure time-meaning dun watch too much tv

"Bonne Chance-Good Luck-Selamat Maju Jaya"

SO little TIMER!!!

so much work, so little timer!!!!!

why is that so???? LAZINESS & SLEEPINESS are the main causes.... guess every students in the whole wide world are affected with this awful diseases!!!
if someone happen to find a solution/ remedy to cure..
wouldn't it b terrific-d person wud be a super-duper brilliant gal/guy!!!
but i assume it wouldn't happen now, in the future perhaps since human race are getting smarter and smarter-agree??????

or shud we abolish examinations???? but, it has to be replaced with another system-which i think examinations are likely to stay foreva n eva...
these are the days-oct & nov, when our head are burried with books, murmuring key terms, etc..

anyhow, there's no running away... study harder then usual coz
i believe as we sow, so we shall reap!!

bYe HoMe SwEeT HoMe

9am, 27th october, i will be in a bus heading to hentian kajang...
how sad!!!
2 weeks holiday is gone just rite that...
how i spend my 14 days at home???
3/4 of the time, sitting in front of the 'magic box' watching almost all the tv dramas, series even advert.. gosh!!! as if i know what the story line of the dramas...
frankly, i really enjoy watching english series...
perhaps i'm turning into one english series fanatic fan.. i adore criminal minds, csi:ny, ghost whisperer, bone, one tree hill (though lucas and nathan look not so nice in long hair, prefer their neat look in the 1st season)-any english series on tv u name it, 99% i love it.., not in astro
(thank god my dad didnt install it) but, during the second week-i did manage to make notes for my final exam which is around the corner!!!!
i can forsee what will happen in the 3rd week of november... 3 papers in 1 week, shedding tears in front of my notes, on my study table-that's for sure....

depending on dial-up at home needs a lot of PATIENCE
so i will be writing again more i hope when i got back to the hostel...

Poignant Mesage

Recently, i've received a mail... for me it's a very agonizing, pitiful mail-perhaps i'm a thin-skinned person... but the msg do trigger me... just to share and draw you attention to this heartbreaking scenario in Africa, some of u might have came across wif this mail..

bored with campus/ student life??? what if we were not given a chance to go to school, needless to say university???

Consume whateva is served on d table... Choosy & picky is a no no!!!

obesity vs slenderness

African children yearn for family love, us on the other hand disagree sometimes quarrel with our love ones..

toy, play station, electronic games-do not exist in thier life...

shoes made of mineral water bottle??? i'm stun!!

dreamland/comfortland is unreachable

Are you still complaining?????
Observe around you and be thankful for all that you have in this transitory lifetime!!!

Bonne Anniversaire

It was my 22nd burpday yesterday..
though there wasn't any surprise: like wat i had had last 2 years in ukm or celebration or frends by my side but i'm certainly d happiest gurl in town...
all my frends no matter which part of d world they r in- a msg, a call, or a msg in frendster is received..
indescriable feelings on d 12th oct though i was in jalan duta waiting for d bus..
standing under d sunbeams, in a sardin-packed station wif abundance of reporters- rather uncomfortable but guess wat, replying sms was d oni thing i do...

thanx for all d sweet messages from u guys, really appreciate n treasure those messages..
my dearest cousin-dawson..
all my acs sitiawan frends: yong yong, tee pei, ed winn( dun call me auntie la-1 week older den u oni), simon + mongai, joanne n gang (a call by mongai with a fake voice), jiun wai, chuen sia, teng siu, shi jing, alvin, jill lean, ah fong jie and chung wei (appreciate ur written birthday song), ai ting, sian shyong, pik yi and peter-chee keong...
juniors in ktho: fui na, lai yee, li yan and amy (very thoughtful juniors indeed)..
my beloved coursemates: alwani, amirah, angie n will...
orchestra mates: xiu mei, pamela, pei yee, tze jian & delwyn...
neva ending support from xia fong, yew tian n nian wei: who brought cheers in my gloomy days.
not forgetting sean huey, melvin, harn jiong n kok june who called/ msg all d way from newcastle, adelaide, morocco and singapore... at least i received a friendster msg from justin yeak, d bussiest macho guy in india-i think 'distance makes d heart grows fonder' is very true-

luv u guys to d max... has been very pessimistic and cynical...
but i wont b anymore coz i know my frends-several groups of frends-has a place for me in their heart..
frankly, i'm not good in remembering birthdate, in fact i found it very difficult to do so-numbers and i dun click well.. yet i received quite a number of warm wishes... hmmm, felt guilty-in d future i'll make sure, i promise, a msg will b sent to all of u..

it's raya now.. happy holiday, enjoy d stay at home and hav a nice raya to my frends...
oh yaa, alwani, amirah, wani n huda-dun forget my kuih raya...

Someone, plz put an end to the NOICE!!!!

my next door, front door,nearby rooms r so inconsiderate....
i can't stand it anymore, d volume of their music is at d max level... grrrrrrrrrrrr.....

don't they know or realize dat my room is just a stone's throw away from their rooms???
i'm totally pissed, don't they hav something more important to do like assignments or go bk home for raya preparation rather den staying here, singing wif terrible pitch n listening to d same song over n over????? dengzzzzzzzzzz....
d worse part is, no matter wat time it is, d music is on, 2am, 7am.. ANYTIME!!!!

i tried to stay as mum as an oyster, but my level of patience has it limits...
once it's gone over, i'll lose my temper n dun blame me for being cruel...
occasionally, i shout silently-at dis point, i'm worried dat i'll b diagnosed wif heart disease 1 day..

i dun understand, hav d authority misplaced me, y m i here wif dis bunch of ignorant n ill-mannered people????
sorry, dun mean to label them, but they r kinda rough, tough n loud-ok mayb they r rotu, so wat, dat doesnt make them d QUEENS of d floor or block...

silence, silence, i need silence!!!!!!
sounds like a mad gal yelling aimlessly without anyone listening...
sadly, i oni dare to say it out loud here, hav no guts to shut them up in person...

hope they will keep their volume low n b as silent as d dead so i can work on my assignment peacefully till 11th of oct.......
dat's d dreadful part of staying in a hostel, sharing home wif discourteous stranger...

take a deep breath, inhale... exhale.... inhale.... exhale..
i shall continue my new lits folio now, create a wonderful cover page to amaze my tutor
n make great slides for tues presentation...

Green EYED monster..

as i browsed through my frends blog since i oredi hav 1,
was i shocked to c 3/4 of them either studying or based in oversea...
me, hvt even been to neither singapore nor thailand.. pathetic...
needless to say, aussie a.k.a d mini sitiawan is jam-packed with acs-ian..
uk as well...

there's 1 very lucky fella sailing all over d world-harn jiong, u shud b very proud n happy wif ur job though u hav to leave home for a long period of time...
u got to c, feel n experience many things dat other wont hav a chance to do...
to chui fun, my primary 1 to 3 best fren, congrats on ur wedding in Hawaii, cool to held d one of a life time ceremony in Hawaii.. may u b shower wif lotsa love n happiness..
sean huey is in newcastle surrounded by cute, good looking hunks but do remember ur priority..
melvin, enjoying life to d fullest in adelaide, m happy to hear from him twice bcoz his phone was overloaded.. do forgive ur aussie lecturer for not being proficient in his or her grammar.. remember our english n aus english aren't similar..
n to my once a very cute n kepo fren, but now has transformed into a macho man in india who is bz paktoring n cracking head memorizing medic jargons, remember to bring me a souvenir made in india n dun forget, u've promised to attend my convo next year..

my oni hope to go oversea-Mauritious- was doomed.. Sad.. due to d complicated procedure n inefficiency of els student ehem us, including me..
however, d likelihood for me to touch chua chu kang road is high.. waiting in anticipation for my eldest cousin sis, ann to get married..

i dream of france every now n then.. how i wish i cud visit d country,

practise my french wif d native,

taste their famous wine from Champagne-Ardenne,

eat d famous ratatouille dish, not d mouse

enter Musee du Lourve n look for d inverted pyramid,

catch a glimpse of the cathedrales n chateaux,

experience their well oragnize train system...

isn't it too early to b in dream land, dengzzzzz... better get back to work IMMEDIATELY...

Gusto.. to... to...

very keen to play wif dis site..
apparently i like blogging though my writting dun sound as interesting as d others..
internet cheer me up a lot, feel happier now compare to last few months, miserable life without wi-fi.. now much better, but msn has been blocked.. too bad..
neway, shud b thankful n gratified with dis free service..
"shud i or shud i not change my suppervisor?"
dis subj has been playing in my head d minute i get d name of my supervisor..
izzit fine if i dun change? but, i wil face difficulties n unsolvable probs if i dun change..
hmmmmmmmm...................

on d brighter side, jeremy, my french pal has replied my mail after 1 whole month..
feel devastated at 1st when i fail to receive any mail but i hav faith in him n i know he is a reliable, mature guy.... losing him wud b very bad, he's my 1 n oni french friend who can help to improve my french.. i'll b on cloud nine d minute i receive his mail though i need lotsa time to transcribe and understand d content.. somehow by doing dis i m sure dat it's not impossible for me to visit d country n speak to d native 1 day..

arghhhh, hav work 2 do but lazy, lazy, lazy.......

Orang bodoh dengan Orang Pandai

Orang bodoh = pakai credit card sampai
maximum
pas tu takleh bayar (berlagak macam org
banyak duit!)
Orang pandai = pakai credit card tapi
orang lain bayarkan (pakai kad klon la
tu!)

Orang bodoh = ada motor tapi gi kerja
nak naik LRT
jugak (kes suka 'bergesel'la ni)
Orang pandai = takde motor, takde
kereta, takdeLRT tapi ada otak
(kes suka numpang kereta or motor
kawan tapi tak reti nak hulur duit
minyak!)

Orang bodoh = company dah sediakan
nescafe, milo, biskut bla bla bla
tapi gi minum gak kat cafeteria
kena bayar plak tu
Orang pandai = tak minum kat cafeteria
tapi company punya nescafe,
milo, biskut bla bla bla angkut
bawak balik !!!!

Orang bodoh = beli suratkhabar sebab
nak tengok nombor ekor je pastu buang.
Orang pandai = orang yg tunggu org
bodoh buang pas tu dia kutip..
dapat baca semua sekali wo

Orang bodoh = kentut kuat?kat office
pas
tu bangga ngan baunya
Orang pandai = kentut senyap sunyi
(takde bunyi) baunya...
boleh buat unta sakit perut!
dhab pun koma sekejap!
pas tu bermati-matian salahkan
member sebelah (guess sapa member
sebelah tu?....si bodoh yg kentut
kuat tu la!)

Orang bodoh = ada masalah cerita kat
orang pandai
orang pandai = dengar masalah orang
bodoh pastu cerita kat orang bodoh
yang lain,pas tu membodohkan orang
bodoh tu...
jadinya orang bodoh
yang pertama tu jadi bodohs (plural)
Ada lagi WEIII...scroll down






Orang b*d*h = orang yg buang masa
baca BENDA ni!
Orang pandai= saper yang forward
cerita ni...hAhAhA..
aku la tu...jadi yang mana satu pilihan
bijak? pandainyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Diambil dari Melvin ....
I hav to forward this in order to be an Orang Pandai n wan u guys to hav a good laughhhh...

Launching of mua *new* blog

congrats to myself..
successfully post an entry for my brand new blog...
it's funny dat i plan to own a blog as i'm kinda shy in expressing myself..
might b becoz of my f.y.p.. -analysing lexical items in blogs-... dats y embarking myself into it,
i think..
neway, wish i can learn a lot from bloggy-land..
dis would b a good start for me, i hope..
kinda ambitious too, wud like to post an entry everyday if ntg stops me...
*keeping my fingers cross*

not planning to 'expose' my blogs to my frends... i will do so when i'm ready..