Lone Ranger

It's good to have friends/companions but:

1. I cannot stand a person after a period of time because:

    a) all the true colours tend to surface

    b) everyone wants people to focus on them

    c) everyone is using everyone to achieve his/her aims

    d) everyone wants his/her voice to be heard only

    e) everyone is selfish

2. I tend to zoom into their weaknesses and bad habits...

3. They may step over the boundary... 

4. I don't know whether they really care of just wanna gossip about me behind my back... 

5. I don't wanna burden other people with my own problems... 

In conclusion, I'll try my very best to not be too close with anyone and yes, I'll also not seek for a life partner nor put hope in meeting and getting to know new friends... 

Who to trust?

The older we get, the fewer people we can rely on... I've finally understood this very fact...
To gain my trust is really difficult, once the person breaks it, that's it... Since I have no one that I can really talk to, I guess by writing down my thoughts here can help to release the burden on my shoulder...

Probably I should start embracing this blog of mine again which will be my lifetime companion becoz I'm pretty sure human can never be bring permanent happiness... Inanimate, lifeless things are the best becoz they have no feelings, won't retaliate, won't say hurtful things and best of all, no feelings...

Being a selfish being myself, I think I know what can and cannot be said at the right time... Unfortunately, I am wrong... It's best to keep mum and not be involved under any circumstances...

Lesson learnt - just don't put too much hope in human...