my lunch

my very 1st branch in my new office...... it was spaghetti bolognise.. ok, i know it doesnt look like 1 becoz of its colour, fyi, it tasted good, cost me 2.50 only........ now, try to spot something unsual in d pix.. hint: d 2 'sticks'... oni in my institution i guess, expecting u to eat spaghetti with CHOPSTICKS.....



thats me, happily posing n eating my western branch with CHOPSTICKS (bear wif dis camwhored pix-i know i m way too old to camwhore.. just testing my camwhoring skill whether it has deteriorated or not *looks like i'm still quite good at it*)... took quite some time to finish it... my way of holding d sticks is just like how i hold my pencils/pens...


i alwiz ask for fork&spoon whereva i dine except japanese food outlets.. guess, d oriental part of me isnt very strong as i m rather oblivious when it comes to custom n tradition.. but recently, i was very superstitious, believed in sth which was not proven scientifically.. me, alwiz been me-when m i gonna change?

dear Daddy,

i neva did dis in my life, regretted it but i guess i'm too old for dis act.... i rarely show my love to u (same goes to u) but we both know we care n love each other very much.. dad, i love u- i neva said dis 3 words out aloud, it's alwiz in sms or some other written forms but i mean it everytime i write it, dis time not excluded..

fault finder

it's way past my bed time, hav some trouble falling asleep now...
perhaps, wat happened after dinner caused dis..

i neva get along wif my brother, i hate him and i m very sure he hates me as much as i do...
he's 1 freak, weirdest species on earth (y m i related to dis type of human being in my life) which i cant get along... he rarely talks, no1 in d family knows wat is in his mind... i swear to myself i would neva speak to him again..
talk to him properly, ignore me (as if i neva exist), so i couldnt stop myself frm shouting at him (api membara-bara in my head)- d weirdest thing is tonite he shouted very fiercely back at me as if he'll wack me, i do not know wat i did which upset him.. guess wat i defended myself by shouting back, all dis very loud shouting goes on for quite a while, happened when both my parents were out.. damn it, i seriously hate him to d max .... i envy those who can b so close n get along so well wif their siblings, it wil neva happen in dis family........ dun ask me to tolerate coz i cant as i've tried many many many times... so shitty, d shouting make my throut painful.....

later on, a frend dropped by den we went to d newly opened uncle john for a drink... if u think karma is a myth, u r wrong... coz after d shoutings, d frneds whom i met up wif commented on my hair cut-d fringe, obvious layers of fat, my hideous purse etc etc (none of it is positive).... my mom always says 'quarrelling at home can lead to u being condemned/bullied by outsiders', i kinda agree wif it now..............

Random UpDateS

it's monday..... *yawn* *yawn* *yawn*
who likes Monday, raise your hand (teacher's style)...

getting up at 6am is a torture (as if i'm back to my secondary school days) but i'm usually done wif monday at 11am...
i have been asking myself: wat m i supposed to do from 11am to 4pm??
found the answer, 'i can start marking the students' exercises, else i'll hav 275 copies at the end of the week and my weekend wud be just another working day..

u might ask, how's d adapting going on, are your students bullying u, did u manage to befriend with other lecturers? (all ur questions are answered below, so if u hav other ques, drop it in d comment box)

after 6 weeks, i believe i'm adapting well (no more feeling alienated in d faculty) as i'm happy working wif my colleagues (though sometimes i might b very disturbing-need their assistance, want them to clarify things etc etc).. d senior lecturers are kind enuff to recommend me on where i shud pursue my masters which i appreciated a lot.. d chinese language lecturers are friendly (though i'm not frm chinese language dept, i know most of the lecturers)... d younger 1, i befriended with a number of them during a training so they did drop by my room (fyi, i'll b thrilled if people -doesnt matter if they r students, colleagues, aunty cleaner- swing by)

as for my students, i LIKE them -all 275 of them- though i couldnt match their names n faces except for a few 'outstanding' ones... most of them are pyschology students (can forsee how unique they are), PR students are outspoken (generally, not all but most of them) and finally my biochem, comp science, comp engineering students whom i taught a writing course...
in terms of appearance, my female students-some are sweet (u know d typical fair, skinny, petite and sweet looking girls from d capital of perak), d boys, hmmm some awfully naughty but smart, d others r ordinary except for 1 boy who dyed his hair blonde in d 1st class but turned red last week... i'll get to know them better soon...

i'm enjoying my days in dis small town (no movies, no malls).. surprisingly no homesick as i can survive without talking to my mom for 3 long days perhaps is d family i'm living with (way better den my previous one)..

errr, dis image has ntg to do wif my post *pengsan*... just find it eccentric... by d way, next april/may, neone going for holiday, text me if u plan to so i can arrange my leave-taking and tag along... where to, preferably out of our beloved country yea, provided d country is free frm all the infectious diseases, war & natural disaster..

cheers~

Shopping Fever!!!!!!!!!!!

i'm so gonna SCREAM!!!! (thanx to angie partially for sending me d url-gonna strangle u when i get to kajang, beware!!! haha)

i need to go to little black book which is in bangsar, i have to get the dresses and it has been ages since i last shopped (3months is considered long!!!!)
ahhh!!!!! how am i supposed to get there if my class ends at 6pm every friday????
stupid sucky schedule...

after browsing through its blog, d urge to go is getting stronger.......
how can i not able to even try those lovely dresses... ohhh god, someone, plz smack me so dat i wouldnt b in la la land.... or, someone, plz buy either 2 from d pix below (2 for approximately 100bucks-so affordable!!!).......

y there's no little black book in kampar or sitiawan or ipoh...
i'm in dis horrible condition "can see, couldnt touch".
Help!!!