Daddy-Daughter Day

After spending an afternoon with my dad, I wish today's afternoon is longer... We rarely have this kind of outing, though it's a normal one where we watched a movie, had tea and did grocery shopping but we had a long chat...

Your lil' girl has grown up a lot, though you have never shown any affection after her primary years, she still feel the love you've showering her all along...

Your hair has turned all white since she's even forgotten when but you refused to dye your hair-you deemed it's 'cool'..

When you mentioned your tooth is aching, her heart skipped a beat...

Anyway, your lil' girl feels like a lil' girl again today, we shall do these more often and spend more quality time together..

Happy Daddy's Day to all the Daddys in the world... We, the sons and daughters LOVE you a lot, as always!!!

I shall end this entry with a Miley Cyrus' song...

I used to be..

very tough,

very rational,

very clear,

very straightforward,

very naive...

I'm now...

very fragile,

very irrational,

very uncertain.

and some of my negativities have worsen..

I'm now more..

pessimistic,

hot tempered,

unforgiving,

self-centered,

realistic.

I need to know people are NOT going to change no matter how hard I wanna change them.

I can't expect people to behave the way I want them to be.

I've been very irrational, I've even thought of giving everything up, I mean every single thing (animate & inanimate) I have now and start everything all over again at god-knows-where-as-long-as-no-one-knows-me-there but I'm reluctant to leave, I'm terrified, can I blend in, can I survive, I will face tonnes of obstacles and I will be terribly lonely, so ya all these are bullshits..

Bullshits come when I'm irrational...

Tears come along with bullshits...

and Heartache tops it all....

can u see how many 'I' are there? realize how self-centered I am today? who created all these bullshits? this idiotic blog owner....

'I am sorry' is a more common phrase or more preferred phrase than 'I love you' recently...

I thought I can be very firm with my decision, apparently I am not...

I thought of talking to my friends, but I am afraid they will be on my side...

Petty stuff has just become a big issue-who's fault? again, it's this idiotic blog owner...

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eff myself, such a drama queen, wtf trying to get ppl's attention-yeah right, as if this is going to work... only cute, small, pretty babes have d license of doing this.. who on earth will notice dis fugly buffalo?

Lovey ♥ Dovey

Do not ♥ one, not two, but love the one who loves you too

Do not ♥ three, not four, but love the one who loves you more

Do not ♥ five, not six, but love the one who truly sticks

Do not ♥ seven, not eight, but love the one who's willing to wait

Do not ♥ nine, not ten, but love the one who'll love you till the end

by Amirah Aina (my ex-coursemate)