Mask-ing

Anticipating dis from my dear fren, who is also a successful business woman....
a lil' kan cheong becoz it will be my very 1st time mask-ing..
i've even googled and read the benefits of collagen mask-kinda unlike me, have neva been dis enthusiastic towards beauty product but no harm trying..
afterall, it will, according to HubPages "improve skin hydration protecting against premature aging caused by the sun"- dis element itself has made me fall for it becoz the sun in kampar is uniquely different..

Guardian Angels

*papa bear makes me happy; mama bear keeps him safe & sound*

it certainly feels a lot lighter when u have someone to share your everything..
waking up in the morning is not torturing anymore...
work is stressful but it's happy tears...
study is double nerve-wracking but it's all worth reaching for...
at the end of the day, a smile is what i wear to bed...
wink*

Bitter coffee, chicken pie, brownies and a smile =)

*butterfly in d stomach but loving it*
Happy Birthday bittery!
-muaks-

Science, Science, Science

can BIOMEDIC, BIOCHEM, BIOTECH eeffff of from my life!!!!!!!!!!!!!
FML!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Human Genome Project, The Origin of Life, Stem-Cell Transplantation, Formulation of Semen Simulant < what the hell are all these?????????????

I HATE SCIENCE, i dun even know how to differentiate atom and molecule so how can I, who only had form 5 biology and chemistry qualification-ohh i forgot, i do not have any knowledge on those topics coz i didnt even have a 6C for those subjects in SPM- to assist students who have been breathing these all their lives!!!!!!!!!!!!! they themselves seemed very unsure with their papers, the only ques they ask is "Miss, this article can use or not huh?" -dat means, i must go thru and give feedback, act as if i'm miss-know-it-all, padahal out of 10words, i do not know d exact meaning of 4 words!!!

The most difficult subject I've ever taught...
can cause severe migraine after dismissing the classes, cannot walk straight too, have to take the lift instead of the stairs.....
FML FML FML!!!!!!!!!!
arggghhh!
so stressed out, burnt out as well.....

pardon the pun*

Fed up with English?

Let's face it
English is a stupid language.
There is no egg in the eggplant
No ham in the hamburger
And neither pine nor apple in the pineapple.
English muffins were not invented in England
French fries were not invented in France.

We sometimes take English for granted
But if we examine its paradoxes we find that
Quicksand takes you down slowly
Boxing rings are square
And a guinea pig is neither from Guinea nor is it a pig.

If writers write, how come fingers don't fing.
If the plural of tooth is teeth
Shouldn't the plural of phone booth be phone beeth
If the teacher taught,
Why didn't the preacher praught.

If a vegetarian eats vegetables
What the heck does a humanitarian eat!?
Why do people recite at a play
Yet play at a recital?
Park on driveways and
Drive on parkways

You have to marvel at the unique lunacy
Of a language where a house can burn up as
It burns down
And in which you fill in a form
By filling it out
And a bell is only heard once it goes!

English was invented by people, not computers
And it reflects the creativity of the human race
(Which of course isn't a race at all)

That is why
When the stars are out they are visible
But when the lights are out they are invisible
And why it is that when I wind up my watch
It starts
But when I wind up this observation,
It ends.

retrieved from here

and because of English

i cry myself to bed, i miss all the fun my friends had, i stay away from home, i got kick from group to group, i do not have the chance to choose who to work with, i yearn for attention, i need to work way harder than anyone else, i lead a very hectic life, i must reduce my play time & i do not get to laugh as i used to.

so, why am i doing a masters in it? why am i researching on this stupid language? why am i sacrificing my zzz for it? and why am i willing to spend my whole life with English?

i realize,

i have absolutely no regret with the path i chose, i do not want to lead a typical woman's life, i am not envy with others because i'm equally successful, i'm glad i have the opportunity to learn more, and i believe all the knowledge gained will make me a better person.

d Ugly Truth

it has been quite sometimes since i last blog about my appearance.... and if u recall, i've never complimented myself, all d comments i gave myself were never good.. so, things r going to change now.....

i have decided to chop my hair, not much but to me it's quite a lot... but anyhow i kinda like it though i missed my tresses a lil'... dis was done by a mute hairdresser from my hometown-he did a great job didnt he, so not only in big city like kl we can get a decent haircut but a small town like sitiawan too such talent exist and most importantly, d price is affordable...
no1 commented on it yet, so i guess it's either ppl oni mind their own business (which is a very good thing) or it's just not obvious... oh ya, pardon the wall-used to stick notes there as i ll b able to look at them b4 i zz and see them 1st thing in d morning...

i paid d price for staring the pc regularly and continuosly for hours-dats me, faking a smile... bad astigmatism caused bad dizzyness... i've never worn my spec in public coz it's unnecessary as it's meant for reading online but i camwhored wif it... anyhow, i m not used to wearing spec at all but of coz will put it on like now when i'm in front of d glaring screen...
i still claimed my eyesight is still perfect off computers coz i tend to test myself by reading tiny words far away from me and i got them right...

so, dats a brief update on my hair and eyesight...

*updated*
pix removed becoz i was told i aunty-fied myself..........
i knw i'm just average or below average, some make it worst by adding oil to the fire-yes i wouldnt kill myself after receiving those sincere comments but it does hurt deep down..
damn, y on earth am i granting others wish and no one will ever grant mine...
and, y do i need to take others p.o.v seriously and no one ever takes mine at all...