When I decide to write something here, it's always when I'm not in a good mood...
After all these years, I thought I've grown, emotionally more stable but deep down I haven't grown at all... I'm still the timid me but I'm quite good at camouflaging my emotions these days... It's unhealthy...
Perhaps, I haven't found someone whom I can really talk to... God knows why I need someone to talk to desperately recently...
