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d air-conditioner of my car spoilt...
becoz of dat i turned into 1 big b**** today...............
have been spending a lot on dat bloody car; d tyres, timing belt, honk, all sort of oil etc....
so d figures in my atm is running low..... i tot d car is supposed to b all good b4 it was sold to me-yeah right, oni idiot like me think dat...........

it's hard, i dun like to tell my parents how i really feel, my temper loses easily when i m home......
becozz of dat, my dad is unhappy n losses his temper too.....
my mom has warned me million n 1 time-dad has high-blood pressure, dun trigger his anger...
n idiotic me cnt stop it...............
f*** my hormone or pms???
pardon d pun..

i lock myself in my room.......
so, a cranky '16-year-old' stayed in d room n played games.......
didnt speak to neone, didnt chat to neone, dun giv a shit to nething...............
i can really turn into 1 big b****................
at d end of d day (which is approx 2 hours after i lose my temper & when i type 'is a anak derhaka' in my shout out n really mean it), i wish i could turn bk d time....

my mom was right, oni a few thou, i ll get it bk when i receive my pay at d end of d month... y create d fuss?
i angrily shriek dat i wish to sign up for slimming programme (unconsciously blurted it) which i always wanted to but i knw i wouldnt dare to undergo liposuction or bear watsoeva means of 'torture' or take d trouble to swallow pills..........

i'll foreva b f-i-t, pronounced as fat, moreover I dun hav self-disciplined, so no1 can b blamed….

I was perfectly joyful when I was in kampar though surrounded by petite, slim housemates n students…… dis thought oni occur when some slim, curvy girl frends of mine said they r flabby *i knw size does matter*-but fyi, dats like insulting me to d max……….

so, y is dis issue brought up????

Wat more, it’s d fav question of all time ‘got bf edi or not?’

*I m so not participating in any yum cha session in d future* kinda traumatized…

Every1 in my life is pressuring me, my mom, frends, even students….

hello, knocky knocky-I dun chase after guy, unlike some girls who will fight for their happiness.. so bear wif it, wif dis kinda appearance, I’ll need more time… n dun worry, I’ll let every1 knw once my prince charming found me ok-so, stop bothering wif dat million dollar question…