Trust.

personally, trusting a person is not easy unless i know the person well.

it's my very 1st time letting a stranger (ok, not exactly becoz i knew him/them for approx 2weeks) takes charge in a task-i'm agitated as i type dis becoz i don't get to hear anything from the person who agreed to compile the whole thing for tmr presentation... *dis fella neither replied my mail nor yahoo chat*

i was out of my mind last week i presume -or maybe i'm tired of travelling and working, i don't give a damn- most of d time i was d one who do the compilation in undergrad, but i've let some1 whom i knw for 2 weeks to do the most important job-totally crazy, jeopardizing my grade (yes, i'm a kiasu freak who want A and more A's) ..
there are so many 'wat if' in my mind currently,
-wat if he is absent tmr?
-wat if he said he tried, but he can't do much?
-wat if he changes my slides without letting me know earlier?
-wat if he forgot to bring his pendrive?
*tell me, i'm just being a lil' over worried*

i should be zzz-ing, i stayed up to work on my write-up last nite... it has been tough-wif conflicts occurring, petty issues etc.. alwiz wanted to do my best, but d perfectionist me was being questioned recently by several people...

-in d midst of convincing myself, things will be alright tmr while trying to zzz-