Ready?

after i changed my status in fb (damn, i hate fb, it's evil!!), i realized i was not that ready after all to reveal the change in my status... i always shiver when everyone's eyes is on me, dat freaks me out... on one hand, he has already changed his way earlier and has even brought me to meet his frend, so why am i acting like a coward? blame who/wat if it's not the environment/society..

i'm going to live thru all the judgement, criticism, comments made dis time- i won't give a damn.. i knw he's no wang lee hom and he knows i'm no selina (dat's the oni female singer i can think of currently).. i knw many wud be surprised, but don't i deserve to be loved, or do i look as if i'm destined to be a spinster?
STOP THINKING what other people think about it christina ong sook beng! i must yell to myself at times..

thankfully, all the comments i received are rather positive-i'm glad.. those who commented & congratulated me especially my students (hack, my life will always be invaded by my students, but without them, my life is dull), i can truly feel ur 'sincerity'.. as for my frends, u'll be meeting him soon i guess...

ok, wat's done cannot be undone.. life moves on and i'm anticipating a wonderful future with him..