the result of dreaming big..

organize, organize, am continuously organizing the files... plan, plan, plan and couldn't stop planning..... prepare, prepare, am preparing every single day.... google, google, am always googling.... work, work, work and it never seems to diminish.... stay, stay, stay, might be zz-ing in the office one day... currently, i want to (refer to the pic below)...

i have 2 hands and a head, but people are expecting me who they assume has 10 hands and 5 heads to teach, provide thorough guidance, read, write, check and correct, entertain, and smile... all d checking and forms, the empty promises made, people i meet weekly or frequently, the long hours of waiting are driving me up the wall... i hardly have time for myself anymore, i don't even get to do leisure reading, blogging, yoga (i've even stopped exercising) wat more facebook... recently, i've been working up to almost 10hours a day, skipping meals, and having sore throat + tummy discomfort every now & den (trying to show how pathetic my life is) yet i fail to achieve my personal target... i'm physically and mentally tired at the end of d day, every single day, no exception...

i've been tahan-ing since last sem, do not know how long can i stand.. one slight push, i will give up for real...