EnViOuS

reading blogs has become 1 of my favourite pass time..
narrowing it down to bloggers from my town i.e. my frends & seniors who-dun-know-me-but-i-know them..
they made me giggle, sob n ENVY...

ppl from my town is -errr- they r just so very unique or more *can't find a suitable adjective to portray them*...
d way they played wif d words n their language competency makes feel inferior
*reminisce* no wonder i didnt shine when i was in acs
-y tok mandarin so much? c now england not powderful enuf, mandarin also primary 1 standard-

next, marriage...
many r getting ready to marry n some already did..
all looking happy wif their love of thier lifes..
gonna utter sth unbelievable which u guys wud assume i will neva say it out loud here: i actually feel LONELY!!!!!
-awkward isn't it, me saying dat (refering to d sentence above)-
dis is bad right, i neva felt like dis b4 in my life but maybe due to my vast space in d brain & stress free status (not really, waiting for phone calls n final exam result make super duper anxious) i tend to think a lot..
eventually i will get wat is mine -right?-

goshh, dis is so not me!!!!
y dis entry n d previous few didnt sound like me...
all d topics discussed were not my favourite n i usually dun talked bout those things..
-acting n sounding weird-