Complain Queen

i believe i'm the Queen.. Complain Queen, and dis is my complain counter since my other complain counter is not available...
i'll be able to breathe properly after i lament how awful my condition is-some might think i'm seeking for attention as assumption like 'blogging is for lonely, attention seeker' has been made..
couldn't care much becoz i want to be heard...

maybe i'm just another insignificant employee..
i thought my welfare is taken care of all along, but i was wrong.. very wrong..
every1 has been telling me how lucky i m to work in an established institute which promises a bright future-naively, i agreed with their view and assumed that i've made a right move...

a few incidents, which caused a pain in my ass have made me re-consider my choice, yes i know hiccups and glitches are unavoidable-but i'm totally disturbed........
students aside, now the admin is driving me crazy......
how am i supposed to pursue my masters peacefully with all these shits happening...
12classes a week, where they end it on friday, 7pm, and hell, changes cannot be made at all to cater me as it will cause lotsa trouble to them and i m the one to be blamed as i did not inform them earlier bout me doing my masters...

ok, maybe a big hu-ha shouldnt be created coz it is all about one's time-management..
well, i shud just squeeze my masters classes in 1 day n prepare well for the new subjects -wtf, i guarantee my grade will drop and getting it done in a year and a half (which is/was my target) will be impossible...
why am i alwiz caught in difficult circumstances?

perhaps, i should not put high-expectation on myself, no more 3.7 or 3.8-result is no longer important since i've secured a job >>> wtf i've already given up even before trying.....
being very helpless, i didnt even defense myself when the mail was received, tired and sick with the policy..
fine, i shud just work it out without giving my 200% > so not me, hate the current me who seems to be giving up all d time..
ntg can be done, except hoping tomorrow is going to be a better day> by all means, getting a new schedule without any classes on thursday evening and friday... *keeping fingers crossed*