Children's Smile

I smiled after 3 long days… by all means, it has been very long since I last smile…
I’m easily contented which explains y I smile/laugh a lot but not easily impressed..
If any of u saw me smiling last few days, I totally make it up-it’s a fake smile-
‘u’ here indicating my coursemates n hostelmates..

Dis weekend was like hell to me, I locked myself in my room-buried my head into my f.y.p and I managed to get all d corrections done as well as improvising some not very well-done subtopics… will kick start my analysis asap to avoid getting myself into trouble at d end of d semester..

I wish to go out from d ‘cell’ but once I go out, I tend to spend $$... oh ya, my phone MASUK AIR during my stay in Singapore-how ‘lucky’, phone spoil right b4 cny but it has been repaired with oni RM30 but d outcome is not very good.. nehow still can pick up calls n sms which means it still can b used.. how I wish my dad is a zillionaire so I can buy wateva I like without thinking thrice.. b4 I enter d next phase of life, I wud get myself a brand new phone *keeping finger cross*

D ‘illness’ I’m coping is getting no where.. I struggled hard to erase dis ‘illness’.. I tried various technique i.e reading, doing laundry, hitting the tennis ball very hard, watching drama, playing games, amending my f.y.p but guess wat, d minute I’m free, it irks me!!!! Dun wish to jeopardize my studies now, it’s my final semester, keep telling myself to keep up d good work n 1st class wud b guaranteed..
Perhaps mood fluctuation among ladies is normal as every1 regards hormone imbalance to young women..

I went to d tennis court just now, wanting to release my anger, whatsoever feelings on d tennis ball.. after hitting d ball for 1 hour, I got tired n d ball flew everywhere…
Thanks to 2 little cuties who picked up d ball n hand it to me wif a wide smile.. once they smile though they oni have two teeth, I smiled too-sincere one dis time- children are d happiest creature in d world, they have no worries, no fear, no doubt, no regrets, no frustration… we shudnt grow up dis quick.. god shud lengthen our childhood period..