"A Teacher presents the past, reveals the present and creates the future."
i've been doing a lot of thinking recently..
yet i cant find d answers for what i'm looking for...
does a teacher live in fear?
fear of d surroundings/people etc etc....
talking about fear, my sleep has neva been peaceful...
does a teacher worry as much as i m?
d minute i open my eyes, d 1st thing dat struck my mind is "will d bus come?"
wil my students come to d class?
n why arent my students listening to me?
am i dat bored?
y dun they listen to me? (it hurts when no1 is listening to me and i feel like an idiot talking and writing on d board in front alone)
does a teacher feel demotivated to teach a class wif very small number of students?
smaller number, easier to handle-no u r wrong, it's as difficult as handling 35 grown-ups wanna be.. i dun get any cooperation becoz wat they want is me dismissing d class early...
d urge is here (there's a little devil in me asking me to quit n enjoy my stay at home but d angelic side of me is stronger, wat will happen to my students if i leave them like dis?)
so d question is: shud i quit being a teacher and be a corporate lady who wears formal smart looking clothing with heels?
before u answer, u hav to know, i'm a pessimist, a self-doubter, i scare being among d strangers and i'm not interested in counting/math... so, wat shud i do??
p/s: i know dis is not a very good entry for dis brand new year.. apology..
4 comments:
i'm suffering from the same dilemma, except i already quit as u knw. im torn between just looking for a decent job that i am capable of doing or that dream job that gives me self satisfaction or should i just continue my masters. good luck in making ur decision! i wish u all the best!
the same old christina~~ endless worries~ take it lightly dear~ dun let ur pessimistic take over u~!
cheer up.. learn the murphy law. watever will go wrong will go wrong~ dun worry bout things that is out of ur control~
asking u not to worry....would be easier said than done...
though....well.....do watever u think is right is all i can say....
...cos i oso worry not stop....
from a worry-worth to another..... let's get some time out when u're here..haha...
maybe u should be more confident?
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