despite being in d lime light, i m kinda moody...
wanna know how i really feel, i was 'paiseh' (embarrassed) d moment i received sms-es frm my ex-students.. den, it got bigger & bigger-d news came out in a chinese daily (sin chew), my frends' parents recognize me -goshhhh, free publicity.....
i regretted putting d link in facebook (now i do not know how to remove it)..
all along i was an average student n suddenly i'm d cream of d crop.. i m not fluent, cant even speak impromptuly in public.. not to mention, the number of words i know..
i alwiz think if any acs-ian took my course, he/she will most probably overshadow me..
frankly, i'm not very happy (i was super happy during my convocation but not dis time)..
maybe it's due to my nothing-to-do mode..
i need to put up with d super hot weather n smelly rubber behind my house.. leaving d house wud b my last option (how ironic)..
wanted to work on my thesis before going bk to school but to come out with 1 interesting, catchy yet manageable title is d hardest thing ever.. shud i do something similar to my degree i.e lexical analysis in blogs... hmmm, thought of conducting a research where not any Tom, Dick or Harry can do it-sound ambitious right...
*sigh*
i wish tomorrow is d 4th of May..
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