Finding Fault..

finding whose fault???
myself!!!
i keep finding fault in myself.. looks like i shouldnt b resting nemore, having ntg to do can drive ppl insane..
know y i'm so grumpy??

becoz i havent been chatting-though i chat wif very few ppl but they cheer me up.. i can't sign in my msn for several days!!!!!
msn is driving me crazy...
1st i need to change my password becoz arghh long story.. it all happened becoz of d part time job (r.a) i engaged in, so till now it still automatically sign in, in cgr room which is in my faculty in ukm-notice how many times 'in' has occured!!!
there was oni 1 way to avoid dat from happening- changed my password; i did it n since then i hav difficulty signing into msn either home pc/laptop..

after sitting at home doing ntg except watching tv, i feel unproductive-mayb it's time to get a job... at d same time i wan a longer break.. i hate to ask dis ques: wat status am i?? fresh grad??? unemployed??

another thing which bother me most is:
do i fit in d corporate world or edu or writer type of job???
most of u will definately say edu, i myself tot so too but sadly i think i'm not up to d par...
failed to answer some very easy grammatical ques in my previous job interview, not oni dat, i watched spell it right contest n oh my god, i'm of d primary level.. 9 out of 10 words asked in secondary level-i dunno how to spell n forget bout d meaning as i neva heard of d words before.. pathetic!!! how can i call myself a language graduate??