despite, i being kinda cranky at times and he preferring to not to talk much, our strong sense of tolerance pulls us through... plus, his surprises which weren't great nor grand but i was happy enough to sometimes laugh at them myself...
when we are alone 300km apart, we talk on the phone like once a day plus a few sms-es > it's like a routine... to be frank, i ran out of words sometimes-we're ntg like those lovey-dovey couples out there, we only go for some meals and movies-and i'm getting quite sick of shopping malls.. he knew it so he alwiz tries to please me by driving us to places other than shopping malls-sigh, poor thing... recently, i've been demanding, asking for dis and dat-wanted to eat choco fondue, dessert and so on...
not only that, i put him in difficult situations too.. when i was upset with work, had blockage in writing or feeling as if the world was against me, i cried so hard he doesn't know how to console me... when he complained, i tended to brush his probs aside or worst i'll ask him why he has never shared something happy happened to him before... i can see that he has changed a lil' where we now talk about happier stuff like his childhood and mine, stupid stuff our friends said and did and so on...
i can't express how thankful i am to him and how much i appreciate all the small lil' things he did so far excluding walking too fast ahead of me and leaving me behind.... i couldn't agree more with his bestie that girls are super difficult to please-needing to tolerate the pms, temper, demand & what not, even i myself can't take them but he can... there's ntg wrong with being plumpy, not gentle, not adventurous, not creative, i should be the one who needs a 180 degree change for good..
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what a great bf you have, chris
you must be thankful to God for giving you HIM..
me, as well as you , very thankful for having zaim in my life or else nobody would accompany me when i dread walking alone in this life..
hehe
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