Uber Dissatisfy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Dis is another shitty post, after going thru a shitty day...

I nearly bang my head to the wall...

can u believe it, i spend my saturday in this small lil' 'microwave' room in kampar...

i refuted wat my students said bout my life-I DON'T HAVE ANY!!! but now i couldn't agree more...

i actually have no where to go and nothing to do other than work and studies...

besides, even if i take leave, i'll be sitting at home watching tv-damn it, anyone out there spend his/her everyday like me?

but, i need to consider every lil' single thing before i take leave, meetings that i cannot afford to miss, task that i should do etc etc.

damn it!!!!!!!

wat is my aim of living now-i couldn't think of any?

burning myself to enlighten the others-yeah right, some don't give a damn to me... teaching is not as simple as it appears to be, especially when u r teaching d big buffaloes...

pleasing my colleagues by agreeing to any of their requests-so, who's out there to agree to me??

or just to make end meets?

and that brings me to the next shit of this entry... pardon all the s***...

had a lil' chat wif a gfren last nite...

voila, i got an insight on another couple's dating style which in d end makes me looks like a weirdo... is wat she's doing resemble every single girl out there and is that d norm???

having nothing to do or having too much to do but dunno where to start makes me think a lot... when i think a lot, i'll try to find fault... when i try to find fault i'll be upset... when i'm upset, i'll react abnormally....

dis is how sucky my saturday is..